April 2009
5 posts
Let Me See Your Halo
i have a job interview tomorrow
yea its pretty sweet
i had a date yesterday, that was pretty sweet too
ive been eating like a fatass and i havnt gained any weight, i lost 2 pounds
its been a week since i smoked pot
its been 3 days since i had a cigarette
and 3 weeks since i did a hard drug
i guess im doing alright
im thinking about getting twitter who has it? i have too many thoughts for...
i dont have anything to blog anymore
i have an interview for telus on thursday
im going to shit my pants
give me 2 pairs
i just realized i only blog when i have like the extremes of sad mad or happy. and right now i am so happy. i just had this huge job interview with telus starts at 19 dollars an hour. awoooooooo on the other hand i have like 1400 dollars left to my life lol. shieeeeeeeet. i got the hills yesterday im so happy and im single now apparantly. why do little kids use the word love so loosely. like...
Love triangles are so twisted
remember that ‘amazing’ guy i blogged about that i met and he was perfect and i never saw him again ever? i met this guy through my friend and we where getting to know each other and we decided to go to twisted together, i went over to his place to pre-drink and when i get to the door, guess who answers, the mysterious disappearing twisted boy. only in my world does something this...
This bed will be my death bed soon
what am i? what the hell am i anymore. am i anything? i have deteriorated i have wilted im not that happy cheery bubbly gay guy everyones grew to love. is that why i have lost so many friends. i dont think ill be on this earth much longer. if i dont get a savior soon i doubt ill make it through the year. i have lost so much weight its become extremely noticeable, i dont eat anymore, i dont feel...
March 2009
5 posts
Baby I'm falling apart at the seams
I wouldn’t mind if I was murdered right now. I don’t want to live anymore. I am so useless
I'll make you feel like, heaven is me
i dont blog anymore, i just dont have emotions anymore. last night i met the most amazing guy, like he was.. i cant even describe it. he was the definition of my perfect guy. he was the most amazingly perfect looking person i have ever seen in my god damn life my height maybe an inch taller, short black hair an amazing smile and gorgeous eyes. i have never thought someone was as good looking as he...
Lil Grey Goose, If you dont get loose
i just realized ive changed my url like 10 times in the past month and maddy hasnt said anything about not having matching urls anymore WHAT THE HELL
Getting Away With Murder
i dont blog anymore and i dont remember why i deleted my like 3 pages of blogs i think i had relationship rage
riiiiiiiiight im so not impressed with tequilas dj
except he played white lies!
February 2009
2 posts
Never look down on anybody unless you’re helping him up
The 9 Rules Of Dating
I will not go out with a man who hasnt asked me out first
I will not go out with a man who keeps me waiting by the phone
I will not date a man who isnt sure he wants to date me
I will not date a man who makes me feel sexually undesirable
I will not date a man who drinks or does drugs to an extent that makes me uncomfortable
I will not be with a man whos afraid to talk about out...