I’ll make you feel like, heaven is me

i dont blog anymore, i just dont have emotions anymore. last night i met the most amazing guy, like he was.. i cant even describe it. he was the definition of my perfect guy. he was the most amazingly perfect looking person i have ever seen in my god damn life my height maybe an inch taller, short black hair an amazing smile and gorgeous eyes. i have never thought someone was as good looking as he was, other then my first 2 crushes ever who strangely, looked kind of similar to him, anyways we talked and hes Norwegian and he gave me his name but i forget it and i feel like ass for forgetting it. it started with a c, c something. cay something maybe, i just remember he had to tell me it 4 times because i was so confused. why cant i remember this. the sad thing is ill probably never see him ever again and ill just be another guy from the bar.

i hate life